Grandma

I’m very sad to say that Grandma died yesterday evening. Although her health has been declining, especially over the last two years since her big fall down the garden steps, it has been a shock to the whole family. She had been a bit tired over the past week or so and the doctor had visited but didn’t find anything particularly the matter. We were all very upset when she passed away, although for her it was very peaceful. The nursing home staff were so kind and insisted on making us a tray of tea and biscuits. I felt so sorry for James and Forrest as they sat there drinking their tea, trying to take in the sad news that we all knew would come some day.

Davie came along to the nursing home to say goodbye, and we had to phone Ally, who is in Luxembourg for the weekend, and Jamie in New Zealand. It felt awful telling the boys that their Grandma had died. We waited at the nursing home until the undertakers arrived and then went home feeling sad and empty. I had forgotten how bad grief feels and today it came crashing down. We can’t make any funeral arrangements until Monday so we have informed family and friends and spent time together chatting. Chanel arrived from Liverpool to take care of Davie and I’m glad that Ally and Cat are together in Luxembourg. I just wish that I was with Jamie to give him a big hug.